i don't know! and i waitin' for someone!

i don't know!!! weither i must waitin' u or what.. your last word make me confuse!!!! kau syg ak lgi ke??? i still not get.... you're the last person... and i'm serious.... you're the last and the least... syg ak kat kau tak hilang pon... asal kau selalu ader dalam mimpi aku??? nak tawu ak mimipi per... ak mimpi, die mintak tolong ak soh crik fb ssorg niy.. and mintak no. die.. pas tuh bgi kat die.... wowwwh... WTH of this dreaming.... i like hahh hahh??? what the... mcam pe je seyh.. astaghfirullahhalzim... please lah... i'm still in question mark ?????? my head and brain full of question mark???? still confuse.... cmner ak nk tawu niy.. tak kan nk tanye die kott... ishh.... tak kan la nk tyer die... mcm pe jek aku niyhh... tk malu! now watchin' dragon ball... boleh dikatekan hari2 ak terdgr lgu anuar zain tuh.. msok keter je dgr lgu tuhh.. ape je seyhh... fobia dah nak nek kete... enough la.. asal la sume bender ak buat sumenyer nk igt kaw kann... pelik ak.. pelik sangat kan.. dah start study by the way.... 

BTW! I LOVE MATHS... especially part linear equations.. wowwhh...  substition method and elimination... hahaha... i love it!! hermm.... for what i'm waitin' for you.... seriously i miss u... i've been rewind all about us... cause what.. cause i miss you... all the time.. i pray for you.. u will get your happiness soon... and you will more and more success.... more happier... CHEERS!! hahahaha.. ouhkayh.. thats enough already.... must forgettin' him ok!!! u must! y i must fogettin' him???? haiyyaa... ak niyh byk sgt tyer.... tk per kann kalau ak syg kau.. kann.. tk pe kann.... LOL! ofcoshh cannot!!! da byee! yeepy! nk tdow... 

         ~asslamualaikum~

sincerely,

Nur Azwin Nazwa :)

today was sukantara

ermm.. hye... aslamualaikum.... ermm sehat??? sye??? tak kot... ehh.. ermm ntah... heee... tkperr... tk seht mkn ubt... kannn.... tdi pgi sukantara.... so.. ader balapan, lompat jauh n lontar peluru.. sumer nyer past... yes.. ermm.. pas tuhh.. ader cheerleading... ermm.. nsib baek ak fast leaner kan.. cept tgkap... next week, hari2 stay back ader practice cheers.. kann... dah tuh plak... next nye jgk dah rhearsel kat stadium... igt tak nk masok cheers dah... jdi penari kebudayaan kann... tpi dah jia min cri ak smper kat kelas, suh masok... die ckp tk cukup org.... sbb ramai yg lari g 1 malaysia dance.... sian pulakk tgok jia min kann.... blek tdi kol 2... smper rumah kol 3.. haaa.... lme kan.... pegi mne nth tdi.. ikot jer die... die g amek member die... dah. tuh smper umahh dah kebulur... lapaw... =.=' nth nper rse mls.... semlm nk g tuition dgr lgu sedetik lebih.. blek tuition.. dlm kete pon dgr lgu itu lgi... dah tuh pulak.. pgi tdi ponn ade lgu tuh pgi2 bute.... blekk tdi ponn lgi tuh ulg blekk... yaAllah... mcm ader current kt bdn ak time dgr lgu.. Astaghfirullahhalazim.... istifar byk.... nth la... rndu die. tpi die rndu ak ke??? tk kott... tkpe lah... yg pasti ak syg die...nth lahh... ak niy dh syg org, syg gyler... MasyaAllah... last word die tuh.. buat ak confusee... ak nk tggu die lgi ker??? tkpe.. klau la kann die dh ader org laen.. tkper.. ak diam-diam syg kat die.. ermm tk slah kan,,. ishh.... aper la ak niy... so no one cant replace u... btol... sbb... ntah?? nth lah... besok ader koko... kawad la.. pebende lagi kann.... air mate niy... klau tk kluar tk bole ehh??? ishh... dah la bubye..


sincerely,
Nur Azwin Nazwa

i miss you

I Miss You 

theres no tears but already tears

theres no tears...... its over from now...... look my condition..... still weak... i really surprised.. its over..its over.. its over.. and over... dah tawar hati dengan sume ****** its enough.... dont ever feel like this.... tak pernah... this for the first time.... i dont know... y this situation could happen... i should realise it for the first... i should not acept it... its to hurt.... now... my vision s gorgetting someone throw away from my life.. dont ever rmember about him... but its to difficult... this year Pmr... study hard first.... let me alone.... every second, every minutes, every hour, every day, every week, every month, eventhough tak smpai one year... every scenes.... all remembering you... go away.... setiap wuduk, tears and tears. come out.. slowly... finally... in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky, in my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life. i'll keep a part of you with me. and everywhere i am there you'll be.. but act, you're not there.. and i always remember all the strength you gave to me.. pujuk mkn ubt,.. pujuk mkn... oh, i owe so much to you... cause i alway see you in my light, my strength. and i want to thank you  now for all the ways...  when i think back on these times.. and the memory we left behind.. when i look back on these days,, i'll look and see your face.... well, you showed me how its feel... now.. all are the memories.. that i should left behind.... oh ya...

 ► Play the moments. ▌▌ Pause the memories. ■ Stop the pain. ◄◄ Rewind the happiness :'(

but i cant rewind the happiness..... and i cant stop the pain.... i just can play the moments.... biya lah pintu hti ni terbukak bile ade orang yang ketuk..... it is very pain.... But maybe its better for us.... for his life maybe.... ya.. should... and better for his life... giving up doesn't means you are weak.. sometimes its just mean your strong enough to let go.... to only cure the grief is action... force a smile to hide an emotion, force an emotion to hide your soul... one's first love is always  perfect... until one meets one's second.. 

   

yeayhh... tears are words the heart cant say....andd i hate the moments when suddenly my anger turns into tears... :(  it is very foolish thing to tears i wish i could forget all this, and leave it in the past... but there will always be a memory... i could feel a thousand pages telling you how i felt .. adn you will not understand. so now i leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground... 

sincerely by,

Nur Azwin Nazwa :(

syg ibu :)

IBU :) rndu kat ibu.... bru sehari tk nmpak muke ibu.... dah rndu.... ibu kat rumah take care eh.... orang kat sinie doakan ibu sehat selalu.... minggu niy ibu pegy Bandung... ibu kat sne take care ehhh.... ibu jgn nangis macam smalam... tkper ibu... laen kali ibu hntar orang blek JB ehh.... ibu jgn nangis.. nti... org pon ikut nangiss... ibu,, ibu nak tawu takk...orang syg sgt kat ibu..... sygg sgt sangat..... ibu yg terbaik kat dunia niy IBU taw.... ibu, orang rndu ibu.... 

sincerely,